new life,turning over a new page.

Hello there my name is Elizabeth,but every1 calls me lizz.sho!where do I start?mmm the past 2 years was a bit very unpleasant,infact it was confusing heart breaking as well as dissapointing.my life was going jst downhill no uphills.there were times when I felt like quiting everything and just let life take me where ever,I even considered suicide.I remember this 1 day when I really felt today is the day that I'm leaving everything on this earth and kill myself.but 1 thing kept me back my boy.yah it was so bad I even started to blame God and despised him so much and don't think it forgiveful,but becouse his God and he loves his children n he forgives them no matter what.this year things were still abit downhill,but I've learned to trust God again and completely.I put him in the centre of everthing.I believe every person has some1 or something 2 hold onto or trust in.I trust God and I put my faith in him.because he has shown favour apon me.n I thank him 4 the huge trust he has in me.this year I've decided to take of my gloves and fight 4 my life,because I've got so much to live for.I've got 2 beautiful boys,I adore them.ill do anything 4 them.god blessed me abundanly.I've made some new years resolutions for the year,I'm hoping to fullfill the all before the end of year.I've taking baby steps,I'm not in a hurry.I'm just hoping to stay focus,n take on this world with everything I have.I know I will make it because I have a lot of reason why I'm doing.I don't have much of a choice.I'm hoping God opens doors for me.I can already see his things are working out for me.I'm gonna keep pushing.for my sake and my childrens sake.